welcome to the cool guy zone 

you can call me kottik or c or moley or boner or whatever else you know me by!

i'm a butch/masculine/nonbinary queer person (gay or bisexual idk idc. i love men and women. i love everybody. there is so much love in my little body) who is also autistic, fictionkin, otherkin, and just a little odd. people love me lots they give me five stars.

i spend most of my free & active time playing video games, drawing, going for walks, being active in mental health groups, and working on my therapy :)

on SSRIs since 3/11/24. HRT started 9/9/24.

this is my little self-expression page. i started learning html for my tumblr blog when i was 12... hopefully i'm a little better these days.

for real though, my sense of self has always been turbulent. between trauma and fragmentation and the general struggle of growing up, i've always wanted to know what it was like to be a cohesive and collective person. now that i'm stabilising, i feel like i really need a place to capture the essence of who i am that i'm discovering.

i think this site does a good job! enjoy your stay, enjoy the me-ness. i know it's cool :)